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i tend to emo when i've got nobody to talk to


tonight,there were 4 people talking to me.at abt 2230,2 went to sleep,one was talking to be about diet,the other watchin vids.it was the last person who asked me to come online,but i had to wait.


it seems that the wait takes forever because i came online at about 2040,and till abt 2310,he's still kinda busy.oh wait,he just finished busy-ing.i was bored and kinda emo-ing already.


so i told the fella who kept talking to me about diet that i'm feeling emo,and that i wanted to go blog or something.and so i did.i went about reading up about peeps' blogs and i asked myself,how come i don't know what to write,yet i have so much to say?so i ended up writing how i feel instead.


*reminder to self:K.C called but hung up halfway.


i don't like people going on and on about how i should diet.i really don't.it only makes me feel like as if looks is the only thing you care about,and it really shows how shallow that kind of thought can be.it only gives me that kind of feeling when talking about that kind of thing and YES,IT'S THAT MUCH OF A TABOO TO ME.


seriously,don't come hanging up on me if you fail to make me web-cam with you.this kind of attitude totally sucks and when i'm feelin emo and freaking sensitive,i really mean it.you suck.


don't bother to ask why i said that because you know the answer freaking well.i am no i-am-always-cheerful kinda girl,and i ask alot.YES,I AM ANNOYING YOU,BUT YOU'RE NOT A SINGLE BIT BETTER THAN ME.if you can't be bothered to care for someone,then don't even bother trying to act like as if you care because it only makes things worse,and shows how pathetic you can be.if you can't be nice,then don't because the only thing nice about you is the combos you get by lying.


yes,you don't deserve any of this emo-stuff i'm going through.yes,you don't have to listen to any of these that i'm grumbling.but i'm a human too,no?if you can cry and say that you need a listening ear,a chance to change,some privacy to be yourself..why can't i?how come you can't accept me all-rounded when i can?IT'S PROBABLY BECAUSE YOU DON'T LOVE ME AT ALL,NOT EVEN AS A FRIEND.


ps:i'll let you shit in my face if you can ever prove to someone what i bet you can't with the same bloody tricks you pulled me through.

edit:i sound reali angry and fierce sia..LOL.

i tend to emo when i've got nobody to talk to


tonight,there were 4 people talking to me.at abt 2230,2 went to sleep,one was talking to be about diet,the other watchin vids.it was the last person who asked me to come online,but i had to wait.


it seems that the wait takes forever because i came online at about 2040,and till abt 2310,he's still kinda busy.oh wait,he just finished busy-ing.i was bored and kinda emo-ing already.


so i told the fella who kept talking to me about diet that i'm feeling emo,and that i wanted to go blog or something.and so i did.i went about reading up about peeps' blogs and i asked myself,how come i don't know what to write,yet i have so much to say?so i ended up writing how i feel instead.


*reminder to self:K.C called but hung up halfway.


i don't like people going on and on about how i should diet.i really don't.it only makes me feel like as if looks is the only thing you care about,and it really shows how shallow that kind of thought can be.it only gives me that kind of feeling when talking about that kind of thing and YES,IT'S THAT MUCH OF A TABOO TO ME.


seriously,don't come hanging up on me if you fail to make me web-cam with you.this kind of attitude totally sucks and when i'm feelin emo and freaking sensitive,i really mean it.you suck.


don't bother to ask why i said that because you know the answer freaking well.i am no i-am-always-cheerful kinda girl,and i ask alot.YES,I AM ANNOYING YOU,BUT YOU'RE NOT A SINGLE BIT BETTER THAN ME.if you can't be bothered to care for someone,then don't even bother trying to act like as if you care because it only makes things worse,and shows how pathetic you can be.if you can't be nice,then don't because the only thing nice about you is the combos you get by lying.


yes,you don't deserve any of this emo-stuff i'm going through.yes,you don't have to listen to any of these that i'm grumbling.but i'm a human too,no?if you can cry and say that you need a listening ear,a chance to change,some privacy to be yourself..why can't i?how come you can't accept me all-rounded when i can?IT'S PROBABLY BECAUSE YOU DON'T LOVE ME AT ALL,NOT EVEN AS A FRIEND.


ps:i'll let you shit in my face if you can ever prove to someone what i bet you can't with the same bloody tricks you pulled me through.

edit:i sound reali angry and fierce sia..LOL.

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