January 25, 2010
@ 20:01
reality makes me feel better because it is what it is.
it's been a long time since i felt this way,feeling good about reality.they always say "reality is harsh."but we still hunger for it,right?when your baby stops telling you what he did today,and the conversation is just left blank..you can sense it too,can't you?
a friend asked me "are you sticky..with your bf?"
i said "yea~ i guess..it's natural isn't it?"
then he went on "i don't think being sticky means you care about them,miss them.."
and i said "no it doesn't..it's just kinda like a cause and effect thing you know.."
when many of the things you talk about,think about or see somehow links your thoughts to your darling,your heart ponders how she's been doing,whether she has eaten,is she having a smooth day,you're missing her.you may not miss her because you like her,but definitely,you have some interest in her back there.you might not know.time can reveal that,but can you wait?