February 22, 2010
@ 22:35
attachment day #01 (1000 - 1745)
1) location at aljunied - transport duration 1hr
2) mood and spirit - negative;sad and tired
3) lunch provided by SIMON!! - chicken rice and xxl pack of chin chow~
4) job site - super hot and minimal air vantilation!!
5) job scope - label the cables..repeatative~
6) physical condition - NON STOP SWEATY PIG!!
7) after work - transported to JURONG MRT by SIMON!!
realise simon was kinda like..a good singer!! =D anyway,it was fucking hot larhs!!!!!!!!felt like as if i was another bangla sia..wear the SO UNGLAM de SAFETY HELMET,SO UNGLAM de SAFETY BOOTS!!arghhhhh..everything that's safe there is SOOOOOOO UNGLAMMMM!! T.T
super SHAG can?sombody buay song i keep using that word..SHAG SHAG SHAG!! >.< aiya..word onli..lols..but seriously,super tired larhs..i last night slp at abt 0000,then wake up at abt 0430,then slp and wake up at 0625..WAH KAUUU!!HOW CAN NOT TIRED???I WAN MASSAGEEEEE!! =X
feeling super sad cuz of some stupid rejections recently..super fucked up..i super buay song liaos..everytime kena these kinda stuff..WHAT ABOUT ME IS SOOOOOO NOT GOOD??if im soooooo not good,then why feel happy around me??if i'm not good enough,then why like me??arghh...i cannot tahan liao lor..what is so pathetic about me??
1) i'm sticky - isn't that what you do when u reali reali like that person alot??sms got problem meh??reply v difficult meh?talk otp will die isit?
2) i'm loud - if i'm not this way,why do you like being around me?why do you feel happy?a form of expression that makes everything seems so much different,a form of entertainment,what's wrong??
3) i'm sensitive - that's girls wad..plus,if you reali care about that person,you'll wanna protect that person,NOT HURT THEM LOR!!SENSITVE TOWARDS UR FEELING,DUN UNDERSTAND NVM,DUN NEED TO INSULT!!
fuck..i so polluted my blog cuz of guys like you.dun like jiu dun tell me u like me larh!!why wanna toy with me??i dun understand why i like hoping that you guys are freaking capable of doing better when you keep failing me so insensitively.
I WONT GIVE A SHIT TO ANYONE WHO TRIES TO FUCK THIS WHOLE CHUNK OF STUFF U JUST READ.IT'S MY BLOG,MY SITUATION.IF YOU HAV ANY OPINION,UNLESS YOU'RE ONE OF THOSE PEEPS WHOM I TALKED ABOUT,DON'T FUCK AROUND CUZ THERE AIN'T GONNA BE ANY SHIT FOR YOU TO EAT.