February 24, 2010
@ 23:29
updatessssssssss.
I’ve been in contact with lotsa dust and sweat recently..ever since Monday. Work is like a never ending debt that you will always be chased after for,and the the people around will never be a turn on.
It’s gonna be a reali big challenge for me to keep up with with the condition before i have before this attachment.it’s only the 3rd day and I’ve already have pimples popping out!!total turn off can??
I’ll be working my ass off on sat and sun..waitressing at some new place.and on top of that,I’ll be having worldskills workshop on sat morning!!SUPER TURN OFF CAN??
Everything’s like a super big TURN OFF!!a bloody clear view of NONO to all the happening nights I could have had.. *SIGH OUT LOUD*
Anyway,rejection’s in love with me.everywhere I go,everything I do,everyone I love.what day is it today??WEDNESDAY!!sometimes I thought to myself..why isn’t there a TGIW(thank god it’s wednesday)??
Anyway,I’m too tired to elaborate from A to Z,too stucked up to call some people,too disappointed to talk about certain things.maybe I’ll do it this Sunday??after the workshop and evening work on sat,I’ll just slp till my content and then wake up to blog a lil more before I head for work in the Sunday evening again??im sooooooo dead beat..and there’s no one I could call to chat with or call me to chat..where did all the kind soul go??
I kept thinking about the things you said..it went through my head again and again..and the only question ringing in my mind was..why is it that back then when I could explain it over and over again,you weren’t interested to listen??it’s all done and nothing will change.i hope you learn that not everything works out the way you wish it would,not everyone feels the same way some others would feel..i’ve learnt that I’m not the one ur heart misses,and I never will be.it’s okayy..i will learn to get used to that kind of feeling.
February 24, 2010
@ 23:29
updatessssssssss.
I’ve been in contact with lotsa dust and sweat recently..ever since Monday. Work is like a never ending debt that you will always be chased after for,and the the people around will never be a turn on.
It’s gonna be a reali big challenge for me to keep up with with the condition before i have before this attachment.it’s only the 3rd day and I’ve already have pimples popping out!!total turn off can??
I’ll be working my ass off on sat and sun..waitressing at some new place.and on top of that,I’ll be having worldskills workshop on sat morning!!SUPER TURN OFF CAN??
Everything’s like a super big TURN OFF!!a bloody clear view of NONO to all the happening nights I could have had.. *SIGH OUT LOUD*
Anyway,rejection’s in love with me.everywhere I go,everything I do,everyone I love.what day is it today??WEDNESDAY!!sometimes I thought to myself..why isn’t there a TGIW(thank god it’s wednesday)??
Anyway,I’m too tired to elaborate from A to Z,too stucked up to call some people,too disappointed to talk about certain things.maybe I’ll do it this Sunday??after the workshop and evening work on sat,I’ll just slp till my content and then wake up to blog a lil more before I head for work in the Sunday evening again??im sooooooo dead beat..and there’s no one I could call to chat with or call me to chat..where did all the kind soul go??
I kept thinking about the things you said..it went through my head again and again..and the only question ringing in my mind was..why is it that back then when I could explain it over and over again,you weren’t interested to listen??it’s all done and nothing will change.i hope you learn that not everything works out the way you wish it would,not everyone feels the same way some others would feel..i’ve learnt that I’m not the one ur heart misses,and I never will be.it’s okayy..i will learn to get used to that kind of feeling.
