March 6, 2010
@ 14:44
counting on.
had been rather quiet for some time.been rather unable to understand alot of things.been feeling screwed up in alot of different situations.now..things are different again.
am at bf's jia now.he's bathing..so i blog lor..
during these 2wks of attachment,i've learnt quite some things..learning morals besides those related to work.
from my fellow supervisors,it's a really different kind of feeling when you have supervisors who are fathers,as well as employers.they have a family that they are pushing everything for,lovers and kins to spend their time with.i've asked them individually of how they met their wife,trying to understand under what kind of situation would they have that change of mind,to want to settle down instead of carry on flirting around like no tomorrow..what is it about ns that always seems to be the splitting junctions of their lives.
my current rs is a rather different one.different as in the mentality of the both of us,the environment we live in,our way of doing things and many more.this is not a post to criticise anybody,but to just update on what i've been experiencing recently.
trust takes time.like fire,once lit up,the flame is present,but how long the flame burns,actually affects the degree of the heat.understanding if part of communication..just like giving and taking,you have to understand that person if you really intend to accept them.
i don't intend to say anything hurtful,neither do i intend to hurt anyone because love..is not like this.