March 12, 2010
@ 09:40
dots.
while everyone's bz walking about,working,i'm in the computer room listening to that familiar song,thinking about you.
peeps,do you know how i feel right now?i think you do..missing that someone who misses someone else.missing someone who doesn't not feel the same towards you.thinking day and night about that person,knowing it can never be the same again..not because you're unwilling to,not because you havn't done enough,but because you're late,fate's late.
the helplessness just devours me from within..with the enthusiasm developed from starvation,the obligation to accept the truth that seems like punishment when you've put in all your effort,the devastation that numbed your feelings..numbed yourself..becoming someone you can't recognize.
this is what love can do..you can love them for nothing they've done,and reject them for everything they've done.love can help you find yourself,and possibly..losing yourself.