March 12, 2010
@ 23:01
friday,3weeks of attachment served,5days since that 7th March 2010.
still counting but things were kind of different today.i climbed stairs for like..hours??on and off de..KILLER i tell you.heng J and T was there.peii me chat..oh ya!! and TLS,S,N and P.one thing about engineering job that'll never change..is that you can slack whenever you finish ur stuff..TTM!!
i tried to stop myself from thinking about you by burying myself in work and mingling with my fellow colleagues.but whenever i stop,my mind just go on and on thinking about you.there'll never be an end to this..it can only fade,only be numbed towards this feeling of disappointment.
peeps,do you ever wonder why is it that no matter how much you do,you will never be able to hold a candle with them?do you ever think about why you seem to be more like a third party?do you think of them even after so much has happened?do you wonder why you cant stop thinking about them?do you think about that puny possibility of having them by ur side again?
it's over,and it will never be the same again.stop dreaming about it..you can never have them back..or rather,they were never urs..try..don't cry anymore..